Somehow being in pa is slowly getting interesting hmm hesitating if i should quit or nt haha. Well well guess i will make the decision after my concert n anyway i should be going china to study for 2 months so i wouldnt be able to perform for aug de concert so still have quite some time to think bout it. Haha. Hope there'll be many ppl coming to the concert to support me. FOC at esplanade, when can u ever get such great deal man. Haha.

After concert must start plan A liao hAha slim down! Just hope to slim down haha. Dont need good figure. Just no excessive fATS!!! Haha. Pray tht god will grant me determination hAha..

Finally exams' over! Felt so great to once again play basketball wif my sec sch frenz haha. Well i guess currently wad i need to do is to worry bout my upcoming concert. Next WEEK nia!!! Wonder if i can catch up or not. Hmm. Asked ppl to go but if i cant make it in time for concert. Everything will goes to waste haha. Erm if u ask me wad plans i have after my concert hmm actually i'm nt really sure cos i'm nt tht firm wif my decisions too. Wad drivng lesson, wad finding a job, all these plans seem to be fading from my mind le haha. Hmm hope to spend my time wisely n i seriously feel like going back to CHR co n maybe, clean my hand off wif co liao. Haha. Wana rest! Now's western music time!!!

Woke up early in the morning to go back to school wif julian n grace to seek help from lecturer. Managed to solve my doubts for 2 of my modules. For the last one, business finance, managed to contact the lecturer. So lucky he's free at that moment. Just when he came, pastor called and i was talking to her, and this petty lecturer just walked off saying i wana talk don wana ask question. " ###### "!!!!! I admit i should have told the pastor i'm busy at that moment but i continued thinking that lecturer was friendly n patient since he always jokes wif us but he just went off like this. Thanks to him for spoiling my mood for the day. But never mind, guess i would have to seek help from my friends then. Ask another lecturer of mine wad will she do if she faces the same situation, she said she'll wait. So wtf!? He cant wait at all? Went off just like this! Maybe should just advise ppl not to come choose this course if they ever intend to choose. Hmm. Lol. But it'll make my course seems like a bad course although it's actually so GOOD lol. Haha.

Went toa payoh wif my parents today. On my way at the posb a les couple came in. Both were from the jc my sec sch is affliated to. Dono why but i thought the feelings have long faded but still i feel that awkward here n there. Sigh. Why sia! Thinking back if i were to appeal to aj or sa, i don think i will do equally well as nw. Hmm i think it's still this prob. Fame! Wad does it feel if i were to wear the shirt? Surely ppl will look highly of me haha. Top sec sch, top jc sigh i guess the more i think of this the more i hope i can get to uni wif my results. Hmm 2 more years to go. Still got plenty of chance left :) I hope my frenz out there who wishes to go to uni also, dun give up. Even if any1 of u didnt score tht well for a sem or 2, there's still chance, as long as u have faith in urself. There's definitely a place in uni for u & i :)

One more week b4 the final exam. 40% each hAha it's a really good chance to pull up the overall marks. Well well from tmr on i'll be really busy studying for exams. So far still all right. haha. Wonder wad's really imp to me though. Have to fan this n tht nt just exams. If only i can just learn to think positively at times of being stress hAha hmm. After exam can finally 'FONG' liao haha. Thinking of this makes me really excited but still during the holiday i guess there's something i ought to do. Whether or not i'm right or not i guess when the times come den decide ba haha.

All projects and assignment finally ended. IS module also ended le. Now comes tests and exams haha. Have to make full use of today, tml, sun night and mon morning to study hard hard. Hope i can quickly finish studying all my modules esp ITL. Just find it dam hard to memorise so many words.

Btw the wed tht just passed, the PA conductor talked to me. It's the first time ever that i actually talked to him. Dono y but felt so happy when he talked to me. Weird. Well well concert coming le, still got some parts here n there nt very skillful yet. Hope i can master it soon. I hope many can come for the concert to support me haha

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